Month: November 2024

actors as a whole now give me the creeps

an actor is a professional liar for hire, so are most entertainers

My landlord Lucie Belair has destroyed her own home and broke her own foot, deliberately, as well as physically assaulting her tenants (I wasn’t the first, she assaulted my roommate Sarah first), that’s the legal definition of being a danger to yourself and others.

I have never physically assaulted anyone, never damaged my apartment, in fact I’m the one who keeps trying to fix things. I have certainly never deliberately broken any of my limbs or injured my body like Lucie did to herself.

Lucie also called the cops on our very gentle, sweet and kind next door neighbours Helene and her family when Lucie refused to pay for her 50% of the fence in the backyard, instead of paying her legal share of the fence she called the police on the neighbours and tried to charge them with trespassing. In their own backyard. For installing and paying for the half of the fence that Lucie, who is technically a millionaire, was legally responsible for.

Helene and her family have been lovely to live next to since 2011. Almost 15 years with nothing but peace and pleasantries with them, and all other neighbours.

Christopher and his family next door also very nice, he offered to let me use his workshop once when I was building a shelf in the backyard and was too shy to do so. Lucie almost called the cops on them too when they were installing a new fence and I convinced her not to because at that point I had only good interactions with them.

a couple of years later I was having a very bad migraine experience that was making my head hurt so much that I was vomiting and had reached my limit living in this disgusting apartment so I yelled out loud “owwwww!” and I thought I heard Christopher and his wife and kids chuckling at me (understandably, I would probably chuckle too if I heard my neighbour making weird noises) and I foolishly left them a note saying “if you think my suffering is funny then you’re garbage people”.

but full disclosure, I had nothing but good things to say about ALL of my neighbours until that point. when I realized Maude hated me, and unfortunately Christopher is friends with her so by extension they hate me, the note didn’t help, but then again neither did laughing at me when I was at my lowest, so… sigh.

I know I never did anything at all to make Maude hate me. She decided to hate me for no reason, even when she knew my landlord was lying about being my roommate and lying about the state of the apartment and saw with her own eyes how disgusting it was. Maude doesn’t trust her boyfriend so single women around her suffer the consequences I guess. Toxic relationships are toxic. Not surprising that of all the neighbours’ kids, it’s these ones I’ve overheard bullying other kids in the hood. They’re meaner than the other kids in the community, it’s sad.

I like my neighbours and wish them well when I move to the west coast. But man… some of them are messed up worse than I am, despite them having more money than I do. Sad.

Beach life, good people, healthy living, healthy relationships, excellent art and film and music, I’m moving to the damn beach away from these awful people.

I’m, like, 12 years old here!!!!!!!!!!

Catholic nun objectifying my body like this, to MOCK ME FOR IT, is so sickening, so sick!

Carm 100% took this photo. no one else.

Carm had a long reputation for abusing her own students at the schools she taught at, it was no secret that she was very sadistic to children.

not even an open secret. just plain out in the open.

Carm took this photo too, to catch David Eley cuddling with and forcing boys to sit on his lap against their will. They clearly articulated they did not want to sit on his lap, and he would get angry and FORCE them to, sick man, it was even too much for Carm to tolerate, that’s how you know how fucked up this man truly is, even sadistic child abusers thought he was dangerous and shouldn’t be around children. In these photos that Carm took, David was explicitly asked not to cuddle with the boys or put them on his lap and he just KEPT GOING BACK like an addict (sick man!):

David Eley had a very bad temper when he was crossed, but in public he was very soft spoken and behaved and dressed like a peaceful beatnik-hipster, sandals and all.

This is Dave and my brother and I, and some random teenage boy, in his private cabin which he invited very young boys and teenagers to stay overnight at. Who took these photos? I’m not sure, I believe either Steve or Dino, not Carm, I don’t think Carm was here at Dave’s cabin, he took us here by himself with the boys:

My brother and I, and some random teenage boy (I don’t know who he is, he was Francophone I believe):

Just a predator baptizing his victims in church like some saint (hey, but we had nice clothing and were pampered with expensive gifts, that’s the most important thing, materialism, not protecting children, amirite?)

David Eley was frequently at our home, was a frequent guest, not an occasional friend of the family but an active member of our foster family until he was banned from the house by Carm, too many years too late.

Just Dave and Dino celebrating New Years at my house like they lied to police about:

bravo, Montreal community, you get to keep all pedos and rapists and I’m moving to the beach far, far away from you all. the perps are staying here in Montreal (and Halifax, and unfortunately also Toronto) within your community, you people realize that, right?

what a great job you all did. protecting pedos in the community and shunning their victims who DON’T prey on children so we flee the province. lol. talk about karma.

keep ’em!

Quebecois people are their own worst enemy fr

Carm is the third person in the top (back) row here in Nova Scotia, tallest woman in the class, she was almost 6′ tall, very big woman, she towered over and was terrifying to children in foster care. Michael is her birth name, Carmelita is her self-chosen name:

Rita MacDonald and most of this class were childhood friends with Carm.

and that may have been one of the only good things she ever did.

Elon’s attitude towards black people is APPALLING.

unforgivable, requires cognitive correction

when we were roommates we hung out and talked like close friends for months because we were both misfits shunned by society (there was never any interest in each other, purely platonic, thankfully), refused to admit I was smart. told me I wasn’t smart, I was merely “clever”.

dude, I’m very smart. don’t insult MY intelligence.

this guy hates women. but also wants to be a woman. and a rockstar.

would in no way be surprised if Daniel Fong is Tegan and Sara’s catfisher too.

same social circle.

The only time Daniel dressed like a woman while he was living with me was when he was doing sex work (going on dates with men in exchange for solicited gifts). Daniel was only 18 years old when he moved in with me and had been soliciting gifts from men for several years at that point, so he was underage when he was engaged in sex work. In Halifax. A primarily Catholic city, especially the academic community that Daniel was deeply engrossed in as a child. Father David Eley, Jesuit priest and predator, is also a professor and knows predators in the Halifax academic community. Major red flags.

for the whole community to rape and beat and mock and ridicule and shun and neglect and hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate

because Dino is a cop in Toronto now?

because David Eley was a well-respected film studies professor at Concordia University?

because Steve is a Francophone?

what about Neil Quartz who threw me through a glass table when I was 8 years old and also sexually abused me, or Peter Foley who also sexually abused me, and Raymond who would hit me with hockey sticks and body check me into the wall in my own home if I refused to do anything sexual with him? Or Mark who would hit me too?

the Quebec government really put a tiny 3 year old girl in an all-boy’s home and let me be beaten and raped for TEN YEARS and punished me EVERY SINGLE TIME I BEGGED FOR HELP!!! And never stopped sabotaging my life FOURTY FIVE YEARS AFTER THE FACT

disgusting!

men just get away with repeatedly beating and raping children in Montreal, easy peasy, no big deal?

really that’s how it is in Montreal?

disgusting disgusting DISGUSTING people in Quebec, for real, someone needs to make a documentary about how DISGUSTING Quebecois people and Quebecois culture really is

rape a bunch of children and then mock and humiliate and sabotage them for the rest of their lives while they struggle to survive, like it’s a fun game the whole community loves to play

repulsive culture!

Quebec, where they rape Francophone, native and other Quebecois children but protect a language instead of the children. Make it make sense!

it was inevitable I wander that way too ☺️

they’re all along the Pacific coast

Did you know one of Los Angeles’ first mayors was from Quebec?

Prudent Beaudry

please keep the men who abused me as a child away from me

please keep Jesuits and Catholics away from me

please keep douchebag/cokehead hipsters away from me

everyone else is okay, I’m very sorry, this has been immensely difficult

I truly cannot wait to move to the west coast and leave Montreal altogether

Montreal is one long, sad, traumatic memory for me.

terrible treatment of children and other vulnerable people in Quebec, horrendous.

shocking, I still can’t get over it.

People in Ontario and on the west coast are SO NICE.

so nice and gentle and kind to me, consistently, for years. at work, at school, in public, dealing with the government, with doctors, dentists, nurses, retail workers, so nice. even down in California where I was warned ahead of time that I would hate it and the people would be rude to me because I’m not aesthetically pleasing enough lol my experience was nice people everywhere I went. super nice, some very nice yuppie even gave me a ride in his car when he found me stranded on the outskirts of San Francisco, unsolicited. He rolled up and asked me if I needed help, politely and in no way creepily drove me to the nearest bus stop so I could catch a ride into the city. Didn’t judge me even though I was a trainwreck.

like, so nice!

I love Quebec so much but the people are so meanspirited to each other, it’s exhausting

I fit in better with the whole surfer hippie tech yuppie peace and love vibe goin on in California. Feels good to me there. I need to figure out a way to move there permanently… sigh.

I’m in shock at how disgusting and cruel Quebecois people and Quebecois culture really are, to our own people no less.

appalled and sick to my stomach with it

sickening

unlike the northeast where I stick out everywhere

walking around San Francisco and absolutely no one treated me like shit or a freak, no side eye at all for being weird or anything, they have WAY freakier people there, I’m normal by comparison.

very nice people!

it’s really the only thing worth living for

very calming, peaceful and forward-thinking rather than backwards-ruminating effect

woke up STARVING and anxious as a result, took some beta blockers, ate some breakfast, and am feeling calm and happy again. looking forward to the future.

very helpful.